I AM A SINNER, YOU DON'T LIKE IT KISS MY *@#

I DON'T SEE HOW PEOPLE CAN SAY THAT JESUS GIVES THEM FREEDOM WHEN YOU HAVE TO FOLLOW SO MANY RULES WELL GUESS WHAT I AM A SINNER I CUSS LIKE A SAILOR I SMOKE 2 PACKS OF CIGARETTES A DAY AND SOME THINGS A LITTLE BIT STRONGER FROM TIME TO TIME I DRINK A LITTLE BIT I LOST MY VIRGINITY AT 16 AND GOT PREGNANT IN THE SAME YEAR I HAVE 3 KIDS FROM 2 DIFFERENT FATHERS AND HAVE NEVER BEEN MARRIED I LIKE TO HAVE SEX IN MANY POSITIONS WITH ALL KINDS OF TOYS ADD SOME PORN AND THAT'S A RATHER FUN NIGHT NOW HERE'S THE KICKER I'M CHRISTIAN BEFORE YOU START CALLING ME A HYPOCRITE LET ME REMIND YOU OF A STORY WHEN JESUS WAS HERE ON EARTH THE LOCALS BROUGHT HIM A WOMAN WHO HAD BEEN CAUGHT COMMITTING ADULTERY AND THEY ASKED HIM WHAT THEY SHOULD DO WITH HER IN THEM TIMES JEWISH LAWS STATED THAT IF YOU COMMITTED SUCH CRIMES YOU WERE STONED TO DEATH BOTH MAN AND WOMAN THEY ONLY BROUGHT THE WOMAN BECAUSE THEY KNEW THAT IF HE SAID STONE HER THEY COULD CONDEMN HIM FOR NOT ABIDING IN THE LAWS THAT CAME FROM GOD LIKEWISE IF HE SAID LET HER GO BUT JESUS TOLD THEM HE WHO IS WITHOUT SIN THROUGH THE FIRST STONE AND EVERY ONE KNOWING THAT THEY HAVE ALL SINNED WALKED OUT AND THE WOMAN LIVED EVER SINCE EVE ATE THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT MAN HAS BEEN BORN INTO SIN YOU CAN NOT ESCAPE IT ITS CALLED HUMANITY IT WAS THE WHOLE REASON GOD SENT JESUS IN THE FIRST PLACE BECAUSE HE KNEW NO ONE COULD LIVE WITHOUT SIN GOD DIDN'T GIVE US THE COMMANDMENTS TO FOLLOW HE ALREADY KNEW THAT WE COULDN'T HE GAVE THEM TO US SO THAT NO ONE COULD STAND IN FRONT OF HIM ON JUDGEMENT DAY AND SAY I DIDN'T KNOW HOW CAN YOU BE GUILTY OF SOMETHING THAT YOU DIDN'T KNOW WAS WRONG NOW I SAID THAT I'M A SINNER IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I AM PROUD OF IT EVEN THOUGH I ENJOY ALL THOSE THINGS I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT HE IS DISAPPOINTED IN ME BUT I TAKE COMFORT IN KNOWING THAT JESUS CHRIST IS MY SAVIOR HE'S MY REDEEMER FOR ALL OF MY SINS AND I ALSO KNOW THAT I CAN'T GO AROUND RAISING ALL SORTS OF HELL I WANT TO DO THE RIGHT THINGS AND BE PLEASING TO GOD BUT FOR ME TO GO AROUND SAYING I LOVE GOD SO I DON'T SIN AND I'M BETTER THAN YOU THEN I WOULD BE A HYPOCRITE BECAUSE I AM BY NO MEANS BETTER THAN ANY ONE I HAVE TRIED TO BE GOOD AND FAILED MISERABLY I BET I HAVE BROKEN EVERY COMMANDMENT (EVEN SOME THAT AREN'T LISTED) JUST THIS WEEK I KNOW THAT I WILL BE PUNISHED FOR THE THINGS THAT I'VE DONE OVER THE YEARS BUT I AM STILL GOING TO HEAVEN I KNOW I AM BECAUSE JESUS SAID I WAS HOW ABOUT YOU DO YOU KNOW THAT YOUR GOING OR DO YOU HAVE A LITTLE VOICE IN THE BACK OF YOUR HEAD SAYING OH I HOPE I MAKE IT PLEASE LORD LOOK PASSED THIS ONE LITTLE THING IF YOU DO THEN I SUGGEST YOU STOP CONCENTRATING ON HOW GOOD YOU CAN BE AND FIGURE OUT HOW TO BE FORGIVEN FOR WHAT YOU'VE ALREADY DONE YOU CAN'T CHANGE THE PAST AND I DIDN'T KNOW JESUS UNTIL I WAS 23 YEARS OLD DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY THINGS I DID AS A TEENAGER THAT BY GODS LAW I WOULD BURN IN HELL FOR 3 ETERNITIES IN SHORT YOU CAN'T BUY YOUR WAY INTO HEAVEN YOU CAN'T BE THE TEACHERS PET SUCKING UP TO HIM COLLECTING BROWNIE POINTS ITS WHAT IN YOUR HEART THAT MATTERS NOT HOW WELL YOU SHOW YOUR SELF TO BE FROM OTHER PEOPLES VIEW OF YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE STILL HUMAN AND I KNOW THAT ON THE INSIDE YOUR LOOKING AT JESSICA SIMPSON AND THINKING ABOUT WHAT YOU COULD DO TO HER OR BRAD PITT IF YOUR A WOMAN WELL YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN YOU KNOW BECAUSE YOU'VE DONE IT SO HERE'S MY TESTIMONY TO YOU I HAVE SINNED I KNOW JESUS CHRIST I AM SAVED IF YOU WANT TO JUDGE ME FOR ANYTHING THAT I'VE WROTE HERE THAT'S YOUR PROBLEM THE ONLY JUDGEMENT THAT I'M INTERESTED IN IS FROM ABOVE IF YOU ARE AN ATHEIST IT WOULDN'T KILL YOU TO TRY TO FIND JESUS WOULD IT I'M NOT SAYING GIVE UP EVERYTHING THAT YOU LOVE JUST LOOK FOR HIM SEE IF YOU CAN SEE HIM IF I'M WRONG THEN YOU GO BACK TO YOUR NORMAL LIFE AS ALWAYS YOU LIVE YOU DIE AND THAT'S IT BUT IF I'M RIGHT YOU MIGHT BE IN TROUBLE IN SHORT DON'T KNOCK IT BEFORE YOU TRY IT AND IF YOU DON'T FIND HIM OR EVEN TRY TO FIND HIM I DON'T THINK THAT YOUR THE SCUM OF THE EARTH YOU ARE HUMAN JUST LIKE ME I DON'T CONDEMN YOU FOR IT I GO THROUGH THE SAME SITUATIONS EVERY DAY